I’ve been thinking about my pain condition recently, and it occurred to me to wonder – would I be asexual if I wasn’t in constant pain?

My first crush happened when I was in second grade. And it was adorable and so cute, and mostly me thinking he was cute and that I wanted to dance with him. (I was very into ballet.)

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Nervousness vs. Anxiety

I see a lot of things that are like “how to deal with anxiety” that are really “how to deal with being nervous”. So I am here to tell you that anxiety and nervousness are Decidedly Not the same thing. (As literally anyone with actual anxiety could tell you.)

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What I Mean When I Say Fuck This

Ok, so I was admonished by a priest earlier to not swear. (Well, not really.)

What he actually said was that I (not me specifically, he was speaking generally) am well-educated enough to be able to articulate my meaning better than by using a swear word.

And just now in the bathroom, after pulling off a band-aid (which didn’t hurt immediately but actually hurts an annoying amount now), I found myself saying (muttering) “Fuck this.”

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